Forgivness means letting go of the past.

History will be kind to me for I intend to write it.- Winston Churchill

Its a new day and a new week! Alright, its already Wednesday, and almost two weeks since I last blogged. But I had some pretty important events to attend.

First things first, I'd like to tell my baby sister Taylor Jade how proud I am of her for graduating and entering into the real world! I'm so glad to have you as my best friend!

The next thing I must say, is HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY KARALEE REANN! My babiest sister is 12 today! Right on! She gets to wear makeup now ;) But she really doesn't need it, I think she's gorgeous!

So I recently got a job working at Sports Authority again. I work in the back with the clothes.... however I didn't really work in the back last night, I was on the floor helping customers and hanging up baseball pants. Let me just tell you, for my first day of work, I OWNED IT. People kept asking me where things were and needed help like crazy, and I knew where most things were at. The only pet peeve that arose from this glorious day of work, was the lack of complete sentences used towards me. Granted, I myself do not use full sentences all of the time, but its really not that hard to ask a correct question. "Dressing room." "Soccer." "Baseball." Yes, periods follow those words, not question marks. They didn't ask, but rather stated. Do you know how annoying this is?! Come to Sports Authority while I'm working, saying "dressing room" or some other meaningless thing you're looking for and I'll chase you around the store. But that is all :) I won't hurt you.


Too badly that is.


Any how, Cast has an interview at Sports Authority today too... the funny thing is that we both put our applications in the same day, and I got the job within two days. Poor little Cast. Lets wish him good luck, cuz he needs a job.

Speaking of Cast, we have somewhat of a date-ish/time period in mind now for this fiesta called a wedding! How about spring next year? March? April? I think yes :) We'll be getting married in Mesa, Arizona, so the weather won't be too hot at that time and it'll be MAU-VALOUSS. (Thats with an accent yes.) LET THE PLANNING BEGIN! And the weight loss.... Who's with me? ;) No more "Thirsty Thursdays" for me! Both parties are now on board, and are happy with the plan. I've started compiling a wedding binder. And I LOVE IT!!!! I need more ideas on what to do, but I'll have to keep y'all updated on whats going on so you can be in the loop!

Everything seems to be going right in my life now. As the Song by Blue October says,

Be strong
Don't you give up hope
It will get hard
Life's like a jump rope

Up down
Up down
Up down
Up down yeah
Cause it will get hard
Remember life's like a jump rope 

If we don't have our downs, we'll never know what the good times are or could be. Thus far, I'm up. So don't try to bring me down right now please. Life, be good to me for a week or so.

Now for the meaning of the Title of this blog: "Forgivness means letting go of the past." When I read this, it really made me think of this past weekend, with time spent with my family. I was lucky enough to sit down with my Momma Kepi and Papa Smurf and have one of the most meaningful conversations in my entire life. My dad brought it to my attention that everything we do in this life is a choice, we don't HAVE to do anything. We can choose to go to work to support ourselves, we can choose to clean our room, or even things more serious, we can choose to die. Granted, there are those random occurrances that we cannot control ourselves, but the decision in life are our own to make, and no person can tell us different.

Another mind blowing part of our conversation is that no one is really wrong in this life, because we all have "truths." Something that may be a truth to me, may not be a truth to you or to the next person in line. Truths could be opinions, it could be a belief. But everyone has a truth about everything, whether you know what its about or not. To disagree about someones truth is not saying they're wrong, but that you see the same experience or idea in a different way. Think of it this way, 30 people get onto a roller coaster. Do you think everyone has the same experience? Of course not. Some are terrified. Some are sick out of their mind. Some think that the ride was alright, but nothing thrilling. Some believe it was the best ride in the entire world. If our world had no variety, we would cease to be individuals. Could you imagine living in a society like that? Like the book 1984? No thank you. I love my individuality and I love the fact I have my own truths to express and believe.

Phew! That was kinda deep now wasn't it? But to finish this deep down thoughts, if I've offended you, I'm sorry. But if you can't forgive me, then you'll have to just hold on to the past and let it haunt you forever. Forgive and forget.

WHELP, I guess I should do some homework (bleh!) and get on with life! Happy hump day to all, and to all a good night!